20.12.04

a montonous life

sleeping at sunrise, getting up at sunset.. thats how it is these days.. whole system screwed. i sometimes wonder now if i cud have gone back home during the hols. coz what all i planned to do in these days, nothing materialiised at all.. everyday its the same thing.. wake up a 4, sit on the comp, have dinner, sit on my comp again, sleep in the morning. though wud have been almost the same if i wud have gone back, but then there is always a good food factor.. plus the winters.. i so miss that.. eating ice creams in the cold outside.. hehe.. (favourite is butterscotch btw)

the other good thing about going back during this time of the year is the wedding season.. hehe.. and weddings mean good food, good music, dancing, and lotsa new ppl to meet.. u get what i mean dun ya.. winters make u lazy WITH a reason, not like here, where am sulking all day thinking what to do.. the warm quilt, the hot chocolate and a book or a phone.. thats life!

my cousin might be coming here in about 10 days if things go well.. thats one positive thing that comes out of me not going back.. at least he gets a trip abroad..

I really need to do something now.. i mean make my day a bit useful.. getting something out of it at least.. someone please help!! make some plans. movie, dinner, lunch, outing at beach, cycling, anything at all!!!!